It's almost time

It's almost time to see some peeps I haven't seen in literally 10 years. It's funny though cause only two peeps on the list I got from my high school class facebook page I was actually friends with are going. Mike Zhai and Pearl Lu. That's it. Everyone else who is going are people that I wasn't like super friendly with. I wasn't an ass to them or anything, it is just that I wasn't the most friendly person back in high school anyway. As Mike and Pearl knew I was a really shy guy back then, but they were both really cool to me, which is one of the reasons I was friends with both of them.

But anyway, yeah, I am still going to the 10 year reunion on Saturday. I hope it will be fun, and I hope that I don't have to be too inebriated to deal with some of the peeps I might run into...

I just don't want to have much conversations with people that I really wasn't friends with back then. Having conversation with those people will just feel awkward and forced...I don't like to force myself to be nice, you know? Too much fake bullshit for me...so yeah...that's about all for now...

-Rex

I need to update this stupid thing

Well, I'm only writing in this gawd forsaken blog cause I need to...I write pretty much every few days on my other blog on OpenDiary. So that is why this blog has not been updated in the longest...There have been several updates I need to talk about. Some shit happened between me and Theresa, so she is pretty much obliterated from my life. I have a girlfriend (our 3 month anniversary is on the 28th of this month) named Jenny, whom I met through Mauro, a Navy Reserve friend of mine. In fact, if I hadn't bitched to him about my situation with Theresa and this girl who had been emailing me (Betty from NY), then he wouldn't have set me up with Jenny.

There are other developments as well, I looked up some old classmates of mine because of the 10 year reunion coming up next month. I figured with 450+ plus students in my class there would be SOMEBODY who would've ended up as a model/porn star/nude model/waitress/actor, etc...and lo and behold, there IS one. It of course wasn't the person I was expecting. Turns out it was a girl I never figured to get into modelling. Amber was her name. She wasn't like a super ugly girl, but I just thought she was cute at best. Then I looked her up on google. Boy she grew up, and filled out for sure. Well, no use being an asshole to her. I wasn't the nicest person to her before, but I wasn't exactly a total dick to her before, either, so I guess that's ok. We'll see at the 10 year reunion next month...
-Rex

Published

Well, I just got my poem 'unanswered' published in a book called 'Forever Spoken'. It's a book published by the Poetry.com and the International Library of Poetry. So that's been like the best thing that's happened to me lately. I have also decided to actually give Allen the CD that I made for her. I figured I might as well, because I don't want to be talking to her and have that lingering on my part. So I figured to 'clear the air' I might as well give her the CD and tell her how I feel. Like I said, I just don't like that kind of thing lingering since I am actually attracted to Allen. I don't want to become friends with her with that kind of thing just kind of lingering in the air, you know? Well, that's all for now...

-Rex

Holidays were good...

Originally posted circa 2007
Well, my holidays were good. Xmas eve was good, I made out with about 350 dollars in cold hard cash from my relatives, and I took lots of really good photos while I was at my Auntie Evelyn's place in Patterson, CA. New Years was ok, I just (tried) to watch fireworks on a hill with my friend and his girlfriend.

So yeah. I tried to talk to that girl Allen this last drill weekend, but I never had enough balls to...either that or there was always another single guy trying to hit on her too...I wish I was not so shy so I could actually talk to her...but I'm not...oh well... -Rex